CC and Cally

I'm running cross country this year. Should be... in-ter-es-ting........... I don't know.

But I'm also going to Calafornia! Yay! All by my lonesome.

Yeah. PICTURES!

4th of July 2009

Snoodly...

Both of these are taken by Xenon, on the 4th.

Yup, so have a lovely rest of your day.

Happy Birthday Slammy

It's my birthday. I don't feel different, I just feel worn out. And I'm only 14. Imagine how the rest of life is going to go.

Only 2 of the 4 people I invited can come to my Birthday party... or so far. Someone else may cancel along the way.

I did get a laptop, which is cool. It's also father's day. Sorry Dad. We probably would've gotten more out of celebrating you this year.

Yeah, I'm having a major pity party on my birthday.

But hey, it's my party, I'll cry if I want to.

As The Rain Falls

*squeak!*

Okay everyone, I've started my own comic. Here it is!

He He!

Rate it! Become a fan! Leave a comment! Yay!

That Horrible Despair

Don't you hate it when you're completely serious about something?

And people pretend to believe in you, and say you can definitely do it, but really they think you'll get over it and let the idea pass. It's even worse when you do eventually give up, because no one gives you any real support.

For a while after that, life's really depressing, you feel like you let yourself down.

Let's face it.

You did.

The people who don't believe you can accomplish whatever you want, don't mean anything.

Don't think of it as an excuse to give up, think of it as a drive to move forward. Just to see the looks on their faces when you do the impossible.

It was never impossible.

You just needed to open your eyes.

Don't give up for anyone.

They're not worth it.

Ring Ring

So schools out, woo hoo. Yeah. 

Why don't I feel excited? 

No idea. 

Guess it just hasn't sunk in. 

Phew

I finished typing Chasing Stars 1! Isn't that great!?? I'm going to edit it at least twice before I let anyone read it though... EXCEPT FOR YOU! That's right! YOU are the first people to get a special sneak peek into Chasing Stars 1. Aren't you honored? -_- You should be in any case. Alright, here's your sneak peak. 

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Part I- Lost and Found

 I felt like a kitten stumbling around pathetically in a filthy cardboard box. You know, the ones they give away for free in front of super markets? My situation was only slightly different, though old to me. 

I was sitting on a grimy old chair in a hospital waiting room. The stiff atmosphere was giving me a sour neck, and my legs were aching from sitting so long. But Mrs. Howard said I needed to make a good impression on my new foster parent, so she reminded me to sit up straight and smooth my hair about six times every minute. I longed to punch her in the nose, or yank one of her long grey braids. She was sitting next to me, as she had been for at least an hour.

I really loathed foster parents, although this time it would be only one parent. Mrs. Howard had told me all about her. Her name was Samantha Mason, she was a writer and twenty two-years old. She was also very, very late. Ms. Mason was supposed to have picked me up an hour ago, this seemed to thoroughly annoy Mrs. Howard. Which did give me some pleasure...

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Soooooooooo? Are you now filled with the uncontrollable desire to read the rest of the book??? :) Okay so probably not, it's 116 pages exactly. Literally, it ends on the last line of the last page. Well hoped you enjoyed your EXCLUSIVE SNEAK PEAK!

My Love (To Dori)

I love cats, they really are the highlights of my life. 

This is my cat, Snoodly. He really is my love yet my strife.
So it's quite a shame really,

That I can't pick him up it's silly

Without getting scratched to smithereens. 
He's a rather wild creature you see.
And I'm not sure that he loves me. 
But that's okay because all in all,
He's my kitty, I won't let him fall.